In our room there's a tiny window, very high, (unormally) there's a forest there and somehow a giant orangutan and was always observing me and wanted to come in, I was terrified he would enter and do something to us even though he was visibly 3 times bigger than the window (He start to become agressive whenever I'm far or trying to lock the window or door) he wasn't there and I secured the window as much as possible then I told my sister to go out, I had a key that became lipstick and I didn't question it further I started to lock the door when he came back and instantly the second big window next to the door and the door's glace itself became blurry with Hawaiian flower symbols that started to form too, he lost control and started to hit everything to come in, I yelled at my dad and my sister to run outside, my sister was already outside when I was on stairs waiting for my dad who went to take something when the orangutan is already in, I don't know why but instead of coming for me like I expected he pursued my dad but thank God he could run away We were going up the stairs and I was thinking should I lock the door or maybe the roommate is still there? I decide not to lock it and maybe lock the one outside if he's not already there, the roommate wasn't outside so I let the door open and we all ran but he wasn't behind us fortunately
Your dream contains rich imagery and a series of events that may reflect your subconscious fears, personal relationships, and potential challenges in your life. Let's break down the key symbols and themes you've presented:
The Tiny Window and High Position: The high, small window can symbolize feelings of limitation or confinement in your life. It may reflect a situation where you feel trapped, with only a partial view of the world around you. The fact that it's unusually high might indicate that you believe some opportunities or aspects of your life are just out of reach.
The Giant Orangutan: The orangutan, a strong and intelligent animal, represents a powerful fear or anxiety that feels overwhelming to you. Its size suggests that this fear may be larger than life, something you perceive as a formidable threat. The fact that it is watching you adds a layer of vulnerability—perhaps you feel like you are being scrutinized, either by people in your life or by your own self-judgment.
Aggression of the Orangutan: The increasing aggression signifies your internal struggle with managing this fear. You may be feeling overwhelmed by a situation where you want to protect yourself and your loved ones but feel helpless. The instinct to lock the window and door represents your desire for control and safety in a tumultuous situation.
The Transformation of the Key into Lipstick: This symbolizes a shift in how you perceive control or security. Lipstick is often associated with femininity, beauty, and perhaps a desire to mask or enhance something, reflecting a possible conflict between appearances and the reality of your situation. It may suggest that you have tools or means of self-expression that you don’t initially recognize as valuable in a stressful circumstance.
Blurry Hawaiian Flower Symbols on Glass: The Hawaiian symbols can represent beauty and paradise, possibly reflecting a longing for tranquility and peace in your life. The blurriness, however, indicates that this beauty feels obscured or out of reach. Perhaps there’s something in your life that you yearn for but cannot clearly see or attain, leading to confusion and anxiety.
Chasing Sequence and Urgency: The frantic run to escape the orangutan and the necessity to save your family are signs of deep-seated protective instincts and a sense of urgency in avoiding conflict or danger. Your father's act of running away from the threat instead of towards you highlights a familial connection that may be built on strength and resilience. It could reveal feelings of dependence—of wanting to be protected but also acting protectively for others.
The Open Door: The decision not to lock the door may symbolize a willingness to face the unknown, to take risks, or to open yourself up to new experiences despite the fear present. It also suggests trust in your environment and that of your roommate, indicating a search for connection amidst chaos.
Overall, this dream might be urging you to examine areas of your life where you're feeling trapped, anxious, or threatened. It encourages you to confront fears that appear larger than life and to seek moments of connection and peace despite the surrounding chaos. The recurring need for safety reflects a deep desire to protect yourself and your loved ones while also navigating the complexities and uncertainties of life. By exploring these feelings and addressing the sources of your anxieties, you may find healthier ways to assert control and cultivate a sense of security.